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A buzzing noise

time free-time being alone trapped in my own head bird in a cage filled with rage I hate the silence I feel so strange a buzzing sound I lay in bed depressed and lonely buzzing buzzing in my head no one to talk to all this time alone makes me think of you and what you did and how you were to me how I wanted you the nectar I would be until you stung me in the back wack attack I didn’t see it coming, obviously now I have the buzzing in my head buzzing, buzzing annoying me instead and then I can’t help but think about that day about that night heres the truth I knew I deserved better buzz buzz better than you I was naive I just wanted to be loved leaving you was liberating when I told you no you kept going so I’m stuck with this buzz with too much free time on my hands and that annoying bee the buzzing sending me into a trance in a spiral of negative energy your memories flood my mind and that sound of your voice just won’t go away buzzing buzzing till I fall asleep high as a kite until I wake the next day go to work, everything fine okay until the buzzing starts usually past nine. Buzz buzzz (softly this time) fading away dying overtime

TOODALOO JW

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